20110131

I, digress


What once shook my heart, now slowly sinks into the mud beneath my feet. What once felt so hollow, now feels so restless. Such emotions my dark locks have conceived; a change so underrated. Endless questions thump my brain, locked in my thoughts is a flood of confusion. A crisis, a natural disaster, a blow to the head. A leech enters the heart and it will die hungry for there is no more red oasis in this cold dessert. Conspiracies perspire through the pores in my skin, the bee stings and succumbs to a glorious death. So still is this lake, that even the breeze cannot move. I will no longer compromise, for I am this lake and I am the bee that will die in glory and you are the lost leech that seeks what no longer exists.


Now playing: Beach House - Walk in the Park
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20110127

don't sin


Expressing an opinion is completely and entirely crucial in the existence of any entity. Think about how every human being and every entity that exists in some life form, expresses their opinion. Every spoken word that comes out of our mouths is an opinion. Yes is an opinion. This sentence, this paragraph, this written text, this blog entry is an opinion. A dog wagging it's tail is an expressed opinion of the dog. A frog that croaks it's opinion, a bee that stings it's opinion, a cobra that bites it's an opinion, knows that it's in complete control of it's actions. Maybe it's their form of spoken word. Everything that we've been taught as politically, socially, religiously, sinfully, correct is an opinion. This perception of what's right and what's wrong, that we possess as human beings, it's all just an opinion. It's all subjective. You don't have to add an i-think-that or an i-feel-that in front of your string of opinions just to make sound like an opinion. Every breath is an expression of gratitude for life, even if you say you want to die, as long as you're breathing, you're still expressing an opinion, "thank god i'm still alive." Stop fucking living in denial and take advantage. Fucking express an opinion already, that's just my opinion.


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20110126

s e n s i t i v e i s s u e s


Everyone's so fucking psychotic. It's not just the communists, everyone's just fucking insane. The society has progressed so far and beyond our imagination. People have to power to influence, manipulate and actually control the way species of their own think and feel. No one feels anymore. No one cares for experiences anymore. Everyone's just thinking. We're operating these machinery, this factory, just working away in our heads. We no longer want to feel and sense the movement and progression of our thoughts, we want to analyze and dissect even the punctuations in our thoughts. How, how can you people even think with punctuations? Stop, just stop thinking with punctuations and let your thoughts jump off a fucking cliff.


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20110119

twelve minutes of abstract thoughts


When our minds expand, our hearts retract and our heads float. We're all maintaining this oath of silence, these deep thoughts that expand progressively, far beyond our control to even attempt to manipulate. When we look back on those days, those little gestures of sympathy and courtesy, we throw our heads back and laugh. We question our stupidity over and over again. We look at a friend in the eye and we point out how naive we were. We travel with these past reminders alone on buses and trains, sometimes in complete silence and sometimes, disregarding this oath of silence, we recollect ourselves and carefully compose each thought we want to voice. Because careful composition, my friend, is vital, a necessity, if I may, when conversing with individuals who have the ability to rapidly transcend from one state of mind to another in an instant. Even this text has to be carefully composed in my brain, in this translucent state of mind. Translucent, not transcendent. I am currently feeling detached, not trying to attain a higher level of spiritual being in my head.


Now playing: The Mars Volta - Cicatriz Esp
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20110115

20110114

Day nine: Two things you wish you could do.


1. Act like I give a shit
2. Act like I don't give a shit



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20110113

Day eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.


1: Fuck
2: This
3: Shit

Personal literature, if you ask me.

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20110112

Day seven: Four memories you won’t forget


1: Setting Joey's shoes on fire
2: That day we left
3: First trip to India
4: Bringing Abbey home


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20110111

Day six: Five things you can’t live without


1. Abbey
2. Music
3. Water
4. Clear Vision/ Clear Hearing
5. Trees



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20110110

Day five: Six songs that you’re currently addicted to


1. The Doors- The Crystal Ship
2. The Jimi Hendrix Experience- All Along The Watchtower
3. Mexican Institute of Sound- El Microfono

4. Snoop Dogg- Gin And Juice

5. Deerhunter- Nothing Ever Happened

6. Radiohead- All I Need



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20110109

Day four: Seven fears/phobias


1: Slipping
2: Paralyzing any part of my body

3: Cockroaches
4: Getting stung by a Scorpion
5: Living past Fifty

6: Abbey's death
7: Starting over



Now playing: The Doors - Soul Kitchen
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20110108

Day three: Eight things that annoy you


1: My Brother
2: Separation anxiety

3: Coffee

4: Bees
5: Coughing

6: Taylor Swift
7: The way 50 Cent speaks, as in physically
8: Body odor



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20110107

Day two: Nine things you do everyday.


1. smoke
2. cuss
3. trees
4. drink
5. sleep
6. eat
7. piss
8. take a shit
9. imagine


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20110106

day one: 10 random facts about yourself


1. I'm
2. On
3. The
4. Left
5. In
6. This
7. Picture
8. I
9. Was
10. Nine


Facts are all just opinions now, aren't they?



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