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When you hummed the last minute and five seconds of Deerhunter's, Coronado, before the last call for your flight came on, I ignored it. Now every time I hear that last minute and five seconds of Deerhunter's, Coronado, all I hear is your humming.
Now playing: Deerhunter - Coronado
I was walking on feet just like my fathers and my knees were trying to reach you at your mothers cause my nose was screaming that you smelled like a lover, but my hands were happy to treat you like a brother then. We do the dance up on the plains, then I shake your shoulders, you push me down into the grains. Who rubs our noses in the night?
we do we do
Now playing: Animal Collective - Grass
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About 21 hours ago, my body had shut down in a coffeeshop next to my school. People were reminiscing and laughing, basically present while this was taking place and about 15 minutes into this rendezvous and chit chat about drunk people and chalets, a 1K tone replaced their excited voices and laughter. My legs started shaking uncontrollably, I slouched into the red plastic chair, not the most comfortable of positions to be in, actually. I started seeing little white dots, blacking out at 10 second intervals and I broke into a cold sweat. I couldn't bring myself to stay focused anymore so I walked unsteadily to the pathetic cubicle, banging into walls on the way in and I couldn't even muster the energy to close the door so I slouched again, on the toilet seat, my head on the floor and my palms propping me up. That was all the energy I was left with. In about 32 hours or maybe less, the 3 people I have become closest to over the past year will leave my sight for maybe, ever and here I am having temporary bodily dysfunctions. Sometimes we hold onto each other tightly in our heads and we never let go and when we see each other in person we just stare blankly at each other and make the most of it. Now playing: Deerhunter - Basement Scene
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2 things so far, this month: turning 19 and losing my Raybans. I haven't told anyone in my family about my Raybans and the worse part of it all is that I haven't physically left my house or the ground surrounding it for about 36 hours now. Mainly because I don't want any sunlight to come into contact with my eyes. Not because they're so beautiful omg I want to preserve their beauty forever (HAHA JKJK) but because I hate how when the sunlight gets into your eyes, it just drains the moisture out and I use contact lenses, sometimes way past their "expiration dates" so I pretty much hate having dried, worn out plastic in my eyes. Actually, I like to take them out once they've dried up, burn them and watch how they shrink with every second that passes till they get tiny and just chuck the tiny, dried up lenses in Joey's hood or something so they can get stuck in his "magnificent mane." But I don't have any extra lenses so I can't do that, for now. Just waiting for 12 days to pass so I can start being depressed for about 3 weeks and then get on with my life. Yes, because I'm oblivious to my surroundings like that.Now playing: New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle
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