Shoot me. I feel like I'm floating around aimlessly in some alternate universe or dimension amidst a bunch of trash, stuff people have rejected, refused or thrown out because it's served it's purpose and is no longer needed. Shit. I've got no more motivation in life anymore. You know, all that self-pity, self-hate; reckless and rash. That's how I've pretty much been lately. I'm spacing out, every day. It's become a routine for me. I used to do that a lot, but something good or worth it came out of all that stoning. I can't even think for myself anymore. I feel like walking out of the house with my shorts and some hugeass shirt because I'm so fuckin lazy and the weather's been nothing short of moody and unpredictable. I watch crappy shows on t.v. every single night till the early morning or I'm at someone's house trying to ride a unicycle, drinking, playing monopoly deal, taboo or making dr.pepper floats and playing with a beat up projector. I have a very doubt worthy lifestyle right now and I refuse to change because I'm not yet 21 and I refuse to be responsible. It's like waking up to a pregnant mishap every single day.
HAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA (!!!!) the pregnant mishap bit. fuck the weather and stop hating yourself so much. we all love you just fine ok.
ReplyDeleteI like the whole epictetus of human freedom thing by the way, very righteous.
ReplyDeleteRighteous indeed. Is this what you spent 20 minutes doing, using the photoshop on your mac last night right before movie time? Longest sentence I've ever said out loud in one breath. Yo, Ramirez. How do you post comments without being anonymous?
ReplyDeleteJoey
Joey&Lena love you a lot too, just the way you are like D said. I'm at Joey's now. You're missing out on crime night!
ReplyDelete-lena
DUDE just select the Name/URL option under select profile and type in your name. es tan facil bebe! and by the way, I miss you honeybunny.
ReplyDeleteSHAN PICK UP YOUR PHONE.
Sometimes, actually, always, Joey's always asking stupid questions.
ReplyDelete-lena
i don't know lena, maybe asking questions is good. because when you don't ask, people don't tell and when you find out it's upsetting. so maybe asking stupid questions is always a good thing to do.
ReplyDeleteOh and the comments in your new post get disabled? You don't pick up your phone? You haven't called me or lena in days? Damian refuses to talk to you? Since when do you guys ever fight like that? I'm losing touch with my masculinity because of this okay.
ReplyDeleteJoey
FINE. I'm sorry ok. I don't have a sing along friend now and no one else will do retarded shit with me except you. I'm sorry. I won't yell anymore ok. Please, I'm sorry. Please talk to me.
ReplyDeleteDamian, don't take it out on her like that, she's got tests this week and next week. Cut her some slack.
ReplyDelete-lena
Haha! All these comments! New post here + on your lj please. NOW.
ReplyDeleteJoey
start opening your comments option so I can give you my opinions.
ReplyDeletemy opinions matter. period.
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ReplyDeletei know what you're referring to D! HEEHEE! 8-) i still <3 that picture and may post that up from time to time! and joey, please, i only post when i have the time to post and no, i'm not opening my comments option ever because of all you guys leaving embarrassing comments O.K. DEAL.
ReplyDeleteoh and, <3 you lena!