About 21 hours ago, my body had shut down in a coffeeshop next to my school. People were reminiscing and laughing, basically present while this was taking place and about 15 minutes into this rendezvous and chit chat about drunk people and chalets, a 1K tone replaced their excited voices and laughter. My legs started shaking uncontrollably, I slouched into the red plastic chair, not the most comfortable of positions to be in, actually. I started seeing little white dots, blacking out at 10 second intervals and I broke into a cold sweat. I couldn't bring myself to stay focused anymore so I walked unsteadily to the pathetic cubicle, banging into walls on the way in and I couldn't even muster the energy to close the door so I slouched again, on the toilet seat, my head on the floor and my palms propping me up. That was all the energy I was left with. In about 32 hours or maybe less, the 3 people I have become closest to over the past year will leave my sight for maybe, ever and here I am having temporary bodily dysfunctions. Sometimes we hold onto each other tightly in our heads and we never let go and when we see each other in person we just stare blankly at each other and make the most of it.
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