I have lived here long enough to know I need to get out of here. I need to find something better. This isn't enough. You may judge me; I might sound like the modern man, nothing ever seems enough, the greed. It's not greed. It's just not what I'm trying to achieve. Knowing what you want wins half the battle and I think I just won half the battle in knowing what I don't want. I don't want what I have now. I don't want this lack of inspiration, this aimless lifestyle. I want to get out of this depressing state. I need nothing more, nothing less, just something completely new. The sad truth is that I feel like I have nothing to lose. Yes, nothing at all, except , maybe, yes, except my dog. She means the world to me and I can't lose that. The truth however, is much more devastating: I can live without everything else, everyone else. It's saddening to finally discover it. But then again, I can't allow myself to be discovering life changing thoughts at 5 a.m. on a less than worthwhile Saturday morning, now, can I?
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